i'm mad...

I'm really mooooody right now...

just want to blog when i'm not in a good mood...

but don't know what to blog...

i hate my life right now...

just want to be alone...

i just need freedom...

& i dont know what to do...

i need some1 to talk to...

but i never talk before....

i dont even know how to start...

i  never tell anybody about everything i kept in my heart..

i miss the time when i can chat with some1 on the bed..

i miss the time talking with u dear~

u understand my feeling...

although v r not the same but alike...

i need to tell...

i need a pair of ears to listen...

everything...

but nobody knows...

remain silent doesn't mean i agree with it...

u starts to forgot everything &  i start to leave everything...

don't u think that i'm naive?

am i?i'm not~

i always regret cause i never try...

i never try to control myself...

i never try to force myself to stop everything...

how can some1 hate themselves?

i should listen to u...

what should i do now?

it's lonely...

but i enjoy to be alone...

i'm crazy...

mad mad mad...